New me!

Yesterday I drove to Douglas to see my favorite hair stylist! She asked me what kind of style I was going for so I showed her a couple of pictures and told her to do whatever because I was having major attitude. She just laughed and said, "Just today? Isn't that always?" Okay, so she's right...I usually have attitude, but yesterday it was MAJOR attitude. I had the "my ex is a lying piece of shit and he and his two-timing, selfish, lying, married girlfriend can kiss my f*%$ing ass" attitude. Yeah, yeah, I still let him get to me. What can I say? That's what happens when you fall head-over-heels in love and then get your heart broken into a million pieces. So my goal is to prove to myself (and him, but mostly me) that I am way better off without him.

I'm going to work hard at turning myself into a new person. Starting with a new sassy haircut (I think this is the shortest my hair has been since I was little). Up next is training for a Triathlon. I know I want to do one next summer and I just got a treadmill so I'm going to start working hard at getting myself in shape. Something else that might be new is a job. I'm sending in an application for a job and I'm hoping I get it. So...new do, working on a new body, applying for a new job...hopefully I'll gain a whole new attitude from all this!





"The basic thing is that everyone wants happiness, no one wants suffering. And happiness mainly comes from our own attitude, rather than from external factors. If your own mental attitude is correct, even if you remain in a hostile atmosphere, you feel happy." ~ The Dalai Lama